Delirium,Delarium. So voll wie ein Aquarium!

FASCHIIIIIING ZWEITAUSENUNDZWÖÖÖLF

bestees Wochenende.

and how hot we weeeereee <3

I'm so close to happy whenever I'm with you!

Are looks important in a relationship? not as important as character

Are relationships ever worth it? I really do not know

Are you single this year? forever alone

Describe your crush: tall,charming,big shoulders,big hands,good clothes

Do you have a crush on anyone? lol no

Do you like kissing in public? no,that's awkward

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? let's find out

Do you want to be in a relationship this year? good question


Have you ever kissed someone older than you? I have

Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? I did

How many people did you kiss in 2011? too many

Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? M, because he's strange and pisses me of :D

What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? three years I guess


What’s your dirtiest secret? I'm dirty :P

Et jamais je ne pleure et jamais je ne ris (Baudelaire)

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
nö
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
only god knows
85. Are you over your past?
die vergangenheit reist immer mit dir mit
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
also mögen?ja verliebt sein? nein
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
meinem computer.
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
das würde er nicht machen, er hat angst vor mir.
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? Natürlich.
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Das kann gut sein,
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Guter Witz.
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
Mein Onkel, Michael Mittermeier, Michael Jackson.
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
Matthew McConaughey? Yes
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
Nein nein und nochmal nein:D
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
Leute!
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
Sie ist nett und raucht Shisha mit 13.
97. Who do you have texts from?
Von meinem Papa. Er schreibt ich soll draußen nicht durch den Mund atmen, es ist zu kalt.
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Ich würde lachen und dann weinen.
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
Die Waschetuis sämtlicher Sola-Freundinnen
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Was nicht ist, kann ja noch werden!


101 und 99 sind deleted:D

Perhaps

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? My Dad does not lie! :D

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Yes.

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? last holiday week

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? yup

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? nope

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? no

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? pj's

8. How often do you listen to music? everyday

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically in 2012? it will!

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? depends

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? no

13. What about ‘R’? no

14. Can you drive a stick shift? what's that?

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? I pretend not to

16. Are you going out of town soon? no

17. When was the last time you cried? a few days ago

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? parents

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? mhm

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? there's no one to die for

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. the train's delay

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? no :D

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? nope

24. What are you sitting on right now? my bed

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? no

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? story of my life

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? My Dad

28. Do you get a lot of colds? whuz?

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Canada :D

30. Does anyone hate you? haters keep hatin'

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? no, I'm too cool

32. Do you like watching scary movies? yes!

33. Do you want your tongue pierced? no!

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2004

35. Did you have a dream last night? wet dreams

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? never

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? no

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? no, forever alone

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? yes

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? yes

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? no

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? yes

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? yes

44. What’s the best part about school? friends!

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? who doesn't?

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? no

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? oh heck yes

48. Were you single over the last summer? yup

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? faaar from that

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? sleeping

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? no

52. Are you nice to everyone? haha,I'm a bitch

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? kinda

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? yes

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? like a boss

56. Do you think you like someone? no not atm

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? yep

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? girls

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? yes

60. Do you hate anyone? yep

61. How’s your heart? heavy

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? yup

63. Have you ever cried over a guy? i think soo

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? M

65. Are your toenails painted pink? brown

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? perhaps

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? noo ?! :D

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? hahamno

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? my dad

70. How do you look right now? like shit

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? yes(:

72. Can you commit to one person?

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? kinda

74. Have you ever felt replaced? defi.

75. Did you wake up cranky?

76. Are you a jealous person? totally

77. Are relationships ever worth it? I want to find out

78. Anyone you’re giving up on? soon

79. Currently wanting to see anyone? yes ;)

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? call restaurant

81. Last person you cried in front of? don't remember

82. Is there someone you will never forget? of course

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

85. Are you over your past?

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

97. Who do you have texts from?

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

too lazy to do the rest :D vally? do the last ones!

F*** D***

Wo ist der Sinn? Was macht das aus? Bist du auch öfters alleine in einem vollem Haus? Tausend Stimmen und keine Gedanken, wirst du mir eines Tages für die Zeit danken? Ich war für dich da und doch nicht genug, manche Entscheidungen waren nicht klug. Erwachsen werden ist scheiße, Haare fallen genau so wie Herzen,und auch gefeierte Abende tun mehr ,als schmerzen. Alkohol ersetzt keine Liebe und ein "Nein" stoppt auch nicht unsere Triebe. Wir schlafen am Tag und wachen in der Nacht, bis der Sonntag uns in die Realität gebracht. 1000 Typen und keiner ist wie du, Halts Maul-Klappe zu! Mädchen, die bitchen um Kerle und Hiebe, pass lieber mal auf,dass ichs nicht auf dich schiebe. Tequila lässt mich fliegen, bis wir wieder in der Ecke liegen. Auf einmal sind wir ganz,ganz unten,in unseren Mündern Zigaretten, die glühen, bis wir sie in die Erde stecken. Ich küss dich auf den Mund, bis du nicht mehr drüber nachdenkst, über den Grund. Beziehungen sind scheiße, dreh die Musik bloß nicht leise. Ich will tanzen bis meine Füße bluten und du mich tragen musst, wie wärs Süßer? Heute Abend Lust? Unsere Generation ist so 2012, gestern waren wir noch Kinder,heute fühl ich mich minder. Hop oder top,Hin und her, und schon wieder fühlen wir uns leer.

There's no love without hate

...das will sich meine Freundin tattowieren lassen und es gäbe wohl keinen passenderen Spruch für mich im Moment. Ich hasse ihn! Wir streiten uns fast jeden Tag, wir "schreien" uns an und beschimpfen uns...machen uns gleichzeitig an. Ich kann das nicht mehr. Und ich will auch nicht mehr.. ich weiß aber echt nicht,was ich will. Verdammte Scheiße. kann ich bitte die zeit zurück drehen?